[MONOMAD] Robocop in heels
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0.000 HBD[MONOMAD] Robocop in heels
<details><summary>Versión en Español - Click Aquí</summary><p> <h3>[MONOMAD] Robocop en tacones</h3> ¿Caminar con dificultad por vernos diferente? ¿Pensar y hacer lo contrario a lo que pensamos? ¿Podrá Robocop ser efectivo en tacones? No sé, son ideas. De cualquier manera, hoy he estado pensando… bueno, siempre estoy pensando en algo. Y trato -créeme- de hacerlo cómodamente, liberando cualquier cosa que, dentro de mi cabeza, pueda llegar a ser un obstáculo o un lastre. Pero ciertamente, se me hace difícil estar por encima de ciertas cosas, como las declaraciones, por ejemplo. ¿Has notado que no hay un solo pensamiento que no esté hecho de palabras? Es que la palabra es el principio de todo y éstas nos pueden salvar o hundir. Sin embargo, hay algunas que, si solo quedaran allí, encerradas en los pensamientos, serían… nada. Y quizás terminen un día por disolverse. O no. A veces los pensamientos se convierten en punzadas y están ahí para aguijonearte a cada rato. Si no eres experto en acallarlos, estás jodido. Cosas repetitivas, sin sentido… esto para mí sí es pan comido. Soy capaz de hacerlas una papilla en mi cerebro y luego me resulta tan gracioso el hecho de que no puedo ni recordar de qué iban esas seguidillas. Hay declaraciones, lo sé, que me vuelven loca. Me dejan pensando en ellas mucho rato, tratando de entender. Son puntos de giro, supongo. Una manera de decir hasta aquí o este es el comienzo en el que todo va en declive hasta desaparecer totalmente. Piensa en esto: si tú recibes todo el año una libra de azúcar cada mes, y llega el día en que te dan solo la mitad, ¿en qué piensas? Luego llega el otro mes y vuelves a recibir la mitad. Ya como que te encabronas y no quieres ni que te den nada. Te cuestionas incluso tu importancia. Te llegas a decir: ¡mierda! ya no valemos nada para esta gente. Así vamos. Esa podría ser una declaración de que estamos muy mal económicamente y que no alcanza el azúcar para darte esa libra a la que estabas acostumbrado, o puede ser que desde hace tiempo te están viendo como un estorbo y pensaron que de ese modo te podrían ir soltando poco a poco para que te busques la vida. Tú en cambio te sientes en la cuerda floja. El mundo patas arriba. La Tercera Guerra Mundial. Volví a agarrar el cigarro. Es una mierda esto, pero tengo que fumar para que mis pensamientos logren encontrar un túnel por el que puedan ver algo de luz. A ratos me he sentido como una colilla, aplastada por las circunstancias. Tengo una amiga que siempre que me habla me muestra un poco la dirección del túnel. El túnel está por la calle 19 en el Vedado. Siempre me recuerda lo de las energías, lo de la respiración, que es preciso conservar la energía o llenarse de ella y yo ando así, en un derroche total. Nada, a veces somos nosotros mismos quienes nos resistimos a ver el túnel. Yo me digo siempre que la vida es sencilla, quienes la complicamos somos nosotros. He pensado (¿ves? esta mente no descansa) que el mayor problema está en el apego. Los colecciono. Apego al champú, apego a la taza de café, apego a la libra de azúcar… por Dios, es cansino. Estos son días en los que me debo concentrar en las enseñanzas de mi mentor. De hecho, he visto sincronicidades expresadas en chocolates. Por suerte, el chocolate es algo que me cambia de humor. Sale el sol más radiante que todos los días y puedo sentir ese calorcito suyo, en cada centímetro de mi piel. Soy pequeña. Este mundo siento que me queda inmenso y a veces tengo miedo perderme. Debería quizás ser como Robocop. En algo nos parecemos. Dice que ya no quiere tacones, que no van con él. Está hecho de pedazos sin vida y es un arma, el mejor luchador, que solo prefiere ser el tiempo. <center> ▙▚▚▚▚▚▚▚▚▚▚▚▚▚▚▚▚▜ </center> </p></details> <center>  </center> Walking with difficulty to look different? Thinking and doing the opposite of what we think? Can Robocop be effective in heels? I don't know, they're ideas. Anyway, today I've been thinking... Well, I'm always thinking about something. And I try, believe me, to do it comfortably, releasing anything that, inside my head, could become an obstacle or a burden. <center>  </center> But certainly, I find it difficult to be above certain things, like statements, for example. Have you noticed that there isn't a single thought that isn't made up of words? The word is the beginning of everything, and they can save us or sink us. However, there are some that if they only remained there, locked in thoughts, would be... nothing. And maybe one day they will end up dissolving. Or not. Sometimes thoughts turn into pangs and are there to goad you all the time. If you're not adept at shutting them down, you're screwed. Repetitive, nonsensical things... This is a piece of cake for me. I'm able to make a mush in my brain and then it's so funny to me that I can't even remember what those strings were about. There are statements, I know, that drive me crazy. They leave me thinking about them for a long time, trying to understand. They're pivot points, I guess. One way of saying this is the beginning in which everything goes down until it disappears completely. <center>  </center> Think about this: if you get a pound of sugar every month all year, and the day comes when you get only half of it, what do you think about? Then the next month comes, and you get half of it again. You get pissed off and don't want to be given anything. You even question your importance. You say to yourself: damn it! We are no longer worth anything to these people. <center>  </center> That's how we go. That could be a statement that we are in a very bad financial situation and that sugar is not enough to give you that pound you were used to, or it could be that they have been seeing you as a hindrance for a long time and thought that in this way they could release you little by little so that you can make a living. You, on the other hand, feel like you're walking a tightrope. The world turned upside down. World War III. <center>  </center> I grabbed my cigarette again. This sucks, but I must smoke for my thoughts to find a tunnel through which they can see some light. At times I felt like a cigarette butt, crushed by circumstances. I have a friend who always shows me the tunnel location whenever she talks to me. The tunnel is on 19th Street in Vedado. It always reminds me about energies, about breathing, that you have to conserve energy or fill yourself with it, and that's how I go, in a total waste. Nothing, sometimes we are the ones who resist seeing the tunnel. <center>  </center> I always tell myself that life is simple, we are the ones who complicate it. I've thought (you, see? this mind doesn't rest) that the biggest problem is in attachment. I collect them. Attachment to shampoo, attachment to the cup of coffee, attachment to the pound of sugar... for God's sake, it's tiresome. <center>  </center> These are days when I should concentrate on my mentor's teachings. In fact, I've seen synchronicities expressed in chocolates. Luckily, chocolate is something that changes my mood. The sun comes out more radiant than every day and I can feel that warmth of it, in every inch of my skin. I'm small. I feel like this world is too big for me and sometimes I'm afraid of getting lost. <center>  </center> Maybe it should be like Robocop. We are similar in some ways. He says he doesn't want heels anymore, that it doesn't go with him. It's made of lifeless pieces and it's a weapon, the best fighter, that only prefers to be time. <center>  </center> (This is my entry for the #Monomad Challenge. I send a big hug to all of you. ) --- <center> <sub>Original content (text and photos), by @nanixxx, unless otherwise noted.</sub> <p> <sub>All rights reserved ©, 2023.</sub> <p></p> </center>
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