Lossing and New Perspective

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Lossing and New Perspective
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Hello everyone, how are you? Hope you are all doing well. I am happy with this prompt. Talking about change. But, I need to explore further about what changes I have experienced in the past few years. It is a bit difficult, because humans sometimes do not record the changes that occur every day.

So, what is the answer? From the many events that I have experienced, I finally found God again. Maybe 11 years ago, when my father died, I started to hate God. Why did I lose my father so quickly. I may lose friends or relatives, but my life collapsed when my father died.

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I hate God, why did he take the most precious person in my life. It feels unfair, if you look at people. I have lost my youngest sister, when I was in elementary school. But, it was different when I lost my father. I have told this in previous prompts.

For years I hated God, I left my religious rituals. I do not believe in the power of God. Maybe I became agnostic, in scientific terms. I still believe God exists, but I hate God for taking my father. For years, I gave up my religion. No one can bring me back.

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Until finally, covid attacked the world. I started to get scared, I don't know what made me believe in God's power again. Forgiving the loss in the past. I started praying again. Dhikr, praying, reciting the Koran and others. I found God again.

One by one, my wishes began to come true. Everything was made easier. When I started to forgive the past and found God again. It felt like this was the second turning point in my life. In 2023, I lost my mother. But, I didn't think about hating God again.

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I thought that everything was the way it was. I no longer rejected the loss I experienced. I was calmer and more accepting of the path of destiny of loss. I accepted the fate of my mother's death. I found God again. Found the greatest power besides human power.

That's all I can tell. This is a big change in my life. I accept God and destiny again. What do you think? This is a spiritual experience that is different for everyone. See you in the next story.

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<b>Nurdiani Latifah</b>

<sub>My name is Nurdiani Latifah. I live in Jakarta – Indonesia, and after 25 years I live in Bandung. I am a media staff at an NGO in Indonesia. I have worked in this institution for almost 2 years on issues of women and peace. I have been a journalist in Bandung for 3 years.</sub>

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