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He just lay weakly helpless. His body no longer powered. Not as rich as I was in my 30s. Now her beautiful face which is always polished with a cosmetic powder is starting to wrinkle. Her hair that used to be used every week is always treated with a beauty salon. Now it's white because of gray hair. All day long he moaned over the rickety bed that had been eaten by that age. Just like him who is old. But unlucky, happiness does not pick him up at the end of age. The color of the world he had spent decorating his youth. Until he ignored, that there was an old age who was still waiting for him behind the day.

His narrow eyes were only able to stare at one face this time. Melani. His youngest daughter who is still willing to treat even with half of the heart. How come? Melani hasn't married yet in her 30 years. His youth runs out to wait for Ijah who lies weak with a gnawing disease. I don't know how many years, no changes. How is there a change, yet no one is willing to take Ijah to the hospital even if only to see a doctor or get a prescription for medication. The five children don't know where. Busy wandering down each other's lives full of pain. Let alone care about the state of Ijah, to eat alone is difficult to ask for forgiveness.

Throughout the day, they were alone in the small, almost collapsed hut. The wood is fragile because it is too often flooded by water coming from the opposite river. Nobody approached even though their huts were not far from the residential area. Maybe just just visiting Ijah. No!! The news that Ijah's return to the village has become a classic news for them. Especially with the condition of Ijah which is currently very alarming. It is precisely the scorn from one mouth to another. Spreading quickly carried the wind to the next village.



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The sun is still good. Highlighting his long, weak body covered in sarong from behind the small blemishes of the bamboo wall. His eyes are still closed. Feeling powerless again withstand the pain in his legs which are increasingly decaying. Caterpillars began to come out of the black skin. Injuries that were initially only a fingertip due to falling from a ladder, now stretching up to knee length. And worse, never did Ijah set foot in the hospital for treatment. Understandably, who cares? Its existence is tantamount to its absence in the village. Residents have closed their eyes to him. Do not want to bother with the current condition. Melani? Melani did not have time to work. How come? Every hour, every minute, every second Ijah's mouth never gets tired of calling Melani's name.

Ijah slowly opened her eyes. It turned out that his eyes could still catch the sun that welcomed him warmly. Ijah thinks she will sleep long forever. His eyes will forever be closed and not open again. He was bored, tired, spending the rest of his life in bed like this. He was tired of staring at the roofs of small huts made of bamboo and began to porous. Maybe waiting some time, the house will collapse buried with the ground. Unfortunately, Ijah's attitude never changes. Ijah never realized a big lesson behind her current condition. Instead, he kept on groaning and complaining without knowing time. Morning afternoon Evening. The small hut was crowded with Ijah's moaning.

"Melani, why doesn't anyone visit your mother?" He groaned in a weak tone.
"It's all because of the mother's own actions" answered Melani jutek.
"What's wrong with mother Melani? Mother never had a problem with them Mel. Those who hate mothers, are jealous because they have never been able to be mother-in-law. Because of that jealousy, they don't like it when you return to this village? Whereas what's wrong? This is also the village of mother's birth, "Ijah argued, who still had time to defend herself. Not aware of everything he has done. Still, he felt right even though now everything he had been proud of was destroyed without remainder.

Of course, Ijah's answer invites Melani's emotions. Melani, who cared for her with half-heartedness every day, had to feel at home and put on a thick ear to face Ijah's groaning attack. Who is not annoyed? People like Ijah are not worthy of pity. With this condition, he still had time to swear at others.

"Mother, why the hell mother never realized. Lightly mother said one of what? So long as the mother never realized if you have done a lot of errors in the citizens of the village and all the children's mother? I still memandnag mother, as the Noble that has been melahirkanku although mother never willing to take care of me from since small. Mother mentelantarkan US, all the children's mother just in this village. Diasuhkan to neighbors. Being mother there umbar wealth massive" snapped Melani who could not again hold her emotions that he hold the years. "Mother do it all for you all. But, now that? All children mother ungodly no one cares with the state of the mother. What you want to perfidious as the other?" Ijah still insisted. Not want to wrong. Not want to lose. Torn Melani growing up. Emotions peaking. Feelings perfect burned by emotions. Furious, upset, all mixed into one. How could ijah said like that. He has satisfied feel all the pleasure of the world. Being Melani, totally not taste the least since he was an early. And this time coupled with bear suffering ijah the first never a piece of any given their children. "Gee mothers !!! all of US will not like this if not of demeanor parents not capable in educating children. Don't blame the child's mother currently have to leave the mother because shall bear the suffering of life, a result of the mother completely never care in the child's life. Mother rich. But we? Not much like a child orphaned living on the streets. Mother never matter that we can only dripping tears when stomach we could not resist hungry. We have to illiterate, and dumb throughout the life because never slightest mother feed education in the US. Where the responsibility of the mother?" Tear it flows instantly. Tears for this must be unstoppable and fall clandestinely not to be seen by ijah. Now forced to tear it spilled as a witness suffering experienced during this time. Soon he leave ijah lying weak filled with a sense of hard head of it. Still, ijah never realized. He was digested at all the words Melani. Don't understand how the feeling Melani that time. "Precisely where the responsibility of you and sister-your sister as a child, Melani?" - who do not know sutijah? Across the village knows that name. A name ever soar penetrate impressions in a variety of media. Especially television. Former wife an entrepreneur textile few years ago was shocking this country. Of events that never forgotten in the history of life sutijah as the village of a successful pioneered the business in the capital city. But, Unfortunately thousand Unfortunately. No one boasts success sutijah. Attitude ijah drastically changed when he decided to wander to capital sepeninggalkan first husband. Entrusts sixth his children neighbors. Until a few years not back, not even send news for kids loved. Send money to their children. Not !! he forgot it all! He shame if he admitted that he was headed six to employers, it was her still pretty sweet like flowers village. Not enough that! Ijah even pretend blind when met with people compatriot also wander into the capital city like him. Not serve them asking for help to enter in textile company-owned husband. Ijah really has become the beans forget the skin. But, ijah. Still stubborn. Crest-proud status has now gone uprooted pride themselves. Not ashamed when he returned set foot in the village. Actually feel proud when all eyes glanced not like him. Envy sign unable to. That's principle. For what it back if only as impingement when all the wealth sold out out as a result of events great fire hit the company her husband. Disappear have it all. Even husband to be one of victims of in the event. All insurance receipt out to repay debts company that accumulate. Not enough, it had also he must sell certificate home owned husband in addition to pay off debt. Pride has won all that is in his hand. Lit like fire dengat fast devour Wood without the rest. However, apparently warning God was also destroy the nature of the bad it. Up in the end of God idapkan disease sugar levels of very high. Undermined the body has fragile because of age. Whatever happens ijah, if he will forever like that. Their five children gone far whether where. Never seen stem nose. Never there is a apprise about children ijah who wander far left him. Once again, who cares? Plus now, the state of ijah worse. Legs perfect rot up thighs. Melani only the vacate chest take care of the mother recalcitrate it. Ears he silent meetings although Babble mother and out without bored. He soak her emotions although Babble mother was once twice excite anger. He was tired respond. Anyway, strands of a thousand advice never slightest inherent in his heart. There is always a rebuttal accompanying.  whether how long life Melani flat not winding like this. Flat above suffering prolonged that do not meet the end of the settlement. Only death the way the only tuk remove the suffering. But when? Whether you mind he hoped that the Angel soon pick up the lives of mothers. Never there is a smile at all the scratch in beautiful face covered by the melancholy a few years. Smile although just feel speck of a sense of happiness. Up pretty face it faded too age. Grim the suffering of life middle overwrite himself. There is no color changing from his face in addition to the point of tears. His heart all day afflicted melancholy. Jaded wait mother lying weak helpless with a million babbling that break the silence Hut small. Expression pride never gone from the face of the mother was dissolved with age. He was tired wait a Prince pick him. A Prince that will take him run of the suffering of life. A Prince will describe a smile eternal without knowing the time. However, the harsh reality precisely the haunting. Need not anticipated, anyway already how many times a man suitor and treated the same. Rejected raw by mother. Melani really confused, his heart raging. What he must admit of conscience her? Should he hates the mother has also been claimed the happiness his youth? Should he still waiting for mother never admit twelve his love? Breeze blows soft accompany the middle reflect that night. Trying to bring suffering buried many years to rot in mind the young. However, suffered it has been ingrained since he was born in this world. Suffer the destroy happiness should he snatched during his life. Up to now, it back hit suffered mother in the end of age. Want it feels he screamed. Immediately ran for Flake happiness own.

Days of boring. Views trees high-day increasingly towering penetrate the Sky. Rods and its roots increasingly strong rooted to the basis of the Earth. And eventually they will also fragile inedible age. Hut small it, not far too. Bamboo-bamboo and poles Hut the day increasingly porous, could not longer buffer. Age ijah to pick up the Twilight farther. Body is now the skinny. Increasingly Renta. However, not the least alleviate moaning. Complaint buzzing among roofs Hut small fragile. Inhabited there without knowing the time. Maybe they also tired of hearing moans ijah. They have fragile, want to be chimed body ijah near-death. Let though buried with ground to inaudible again voices noisy ijah. Sun the lazy illuminates the Hut small that. Let days closed dark clouds, and terguyur showers. Look at the Wood buffer and roof-roof the weathered because too often terhantam rain water. Floor grounded the land invisible again. Just a puddle murky that little by little slipped and flowing in there. Being ijah, the hard only his head increasingly years. Blaring-roared call the name Melani non-stop over. Maybe Melani too tired, he silent both ears with voices ijah that compete loud voice rintikan rain. But Melani, still sitting on the bench Terrace Hut, thoughtful and flew the mind tuk dancing in nature of imagination more beautiful than the real world. Not ignore the sound of the mother's almost lost the voice for call him. Melani no matter. "Melani ... basic child deaf! Called parents since the last not ignored. Melani ... cough-cough" ijah cough. Throat has dried because raungannya neglected. "Melani .. cough-cough" ijah back coughed. Repeat the same name for the umpteenth time. New and the latter, moaning caught by ear Melani. Melani running struggling-Seok dragging the ground. Face lazy, he stepped into bunk mother sad that. Knows where his ears she carry since the last. Until the roar mother slammed with the wind. Not sneak slightest or even just passed into his ears. Feeling chafe flooded his heart when her body back he faced the mother. Face not fun always he conference every time. Possible for Melani hate mother due to his behavior that made him never embracing the happiness of up to diusia sedewasa this? "You where the hell !! already deaf times you! Too often ignored command parents!" Snapped ijah still had just roughly speaking with condition like this. Whether which number of times Melani treated like this. Affection and twelve his love for this never slightest touch in the heart of the mother. All suffering hit his life never a glimpse of any terenungkan by mother. And whether the umpteenth time Dew of his eyes flowing without anyone looking up. Screams heart just heard by nature and birds perched on twigs tree. Myriad question still hidden and imprint black to cause a stain never able lost along his life. A question stored a long time. And it turned out, just get an answer increasingly Barb. From there, arising hate real forbidden to himself. However, it possible that the Lord allow? "You now have started ungodly same parents. Yes Melani ?? mother know you never ikhlas caring the mother! Mother know you still annoyed with mother because of all the men who proposed you rejected! Mother also know if you want to get married, happy with husband you order in spite of the responsibility of you take care of mother who suffer!" "If it like it, just go there you shared older brother-your sister who did not look state of the mother dying like this! You and sister-your sister is the same! Never appreciate the sacrifice of mother looking for a living for happiness you!" Long he still, However, the words ijah increasingly become. Lit anger who'd was trying doused with water patience. However, the mouth ijah never-ending chattering like a bird pigeon perched on Windows every morning. Whistling crowded welcome the Sun. Words ijah never find a point of dismissal of up to the other person left it themselves. "Mother, if I did ungodly. I've been on the first left mother alone here. I also want to happy mom? I beg to mother allow me to happy with the way I own. I also want to get married like women in general. But why mother never give permission it for my life! Mother precisely menimpaliku with pain prolonged. Mother free happy when we all children mother is in the convolution of suffering. How mother could remember we then?" Tears Melani perfect flowing. Could not resist all the burden of the suffering of life. No power to face the rigors of the nature of the mother go pick awareness and regret to all who has been done. Now he is become victims at once impingement. "We all, children mother will not like this if mother used to bestow loving mother to US. Mother it introduces US on pain when we new open eyes to the world. Not carve a smile. Why mother has never been aware of all that?" It's useless to talk to ijah. After all, every rebuttal Melani never slightest sneak into his mind. Character too hard to no one else can break down the severity. Defeat of Stone that can be perforated because tertetes by water in a long time. However, ijah? Suffered weighing this is not able to drive the brain bad it. - the Sky dark gripping. Seemed to block the highlight the Moonlight trying to illuminate the Hut small that. Trees high invisible again Green leaves the fresh. Breezy wind blows fast. The fast. Following the storm hit the Sky village that night. Candle light in the Hut small began fuzzy wind. Along with it, secretly Melani smoothed all clothes into the veil width he make bag carrying. Ago slip out with tears non-interrupted flowing. Seemed not willing if he left the figure middle lying weak on the bed. However, all the twelve kasihannya has covered by the cloud hatred burst and darken his mind. That night, he stepped definitely. Through the dark night. Knows where. Sure he will following her brothers. Scavenge happiness never he found for this. He leave a body the day increasingly emaciated it. Storm the greater crashing. Hut small that, I don't know. All think will be out history tonight. True only. Hut Wood penyangganya has porous it could not longer support. Could not again survive being storm blowing large forced him to collapsed. Being body ijah the chills. His mouth back blaring-roared name Melani. Unfortunately thousand Unfortunately, the owner name no longer inhabit the Hut small. Go tuk leave suffered he has timpakan him. Could not resist the cold wind night blows, his breath ijah breath-breath. Seemed to death pick him up and have been up on the verge throat. Conjunction with the collapse of the Hut, the lives ijah has hovering over the Sky. Tamatlah history. However, history still remember. As a sample of human-human forget it came from.