once u reach the point where i´m at right now u live, if not under constant fear, allways under the suspiciousness of being followed, with the sensation that everything can change in just a second, will the undercovers jump on me at any unspected moment? if im guilty only god knows, my concience its calm, i have done nothing wrong. if telling the truth its a sin then im guilty. every day the same sensations, only one person can make my ansiety away, but i dont want to disturbe her life, i love her so i dont want to hurt her, im afraid my situation might bring her trouble or at least sadness if anything happens to me.
day by day i live with the sensation my time its over, that the only thing i could have done, telling what i truly believe to be the truth, trying to make a difference in order to change this hell we´ve made out of the world.
i´ll try to hold fast, day by day.....

best regards

pepe

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