...  matter how much you try to find an answer and solution, you won't be able to find them easily because of these mixed confusing feelings.

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I still remember I used to give Facebook status, posted pictures with quotes but now I write here. 2 years before I had no idea about my present life, I never ever thought that I can write something. 

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I think some desires, some bondings are unexpected and you can't explain them through words. Sometimes I can't define myself even think " Who am I exactly?? ". It's hard to deal with mind games and brain, just like fighting with your dreams and reality...

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I guess this mixed feeling is for a certain period, for a short time. It will be gone soon...

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