First of all, wanna apologize for my late reply. I was kinda taking time for myself and stayed out of blockchain. I was antisocial always and an indoor person but I was social when it was necessary. Minimum interaction is needed for everybody but I don't do it now, I don't know why but like I said, I isolated myself.

About Gigi, I am struggling because, in my mind, I understand I don't pay her much attention which is needed but I am just unable to do it. I still couldn't figure out how my mind works but it works in a very strange way. I just struggle every day no matter how much I try to divert myself. I just feel I am manipulating myself every day...