What is Forever?
writing·@renalexis·
0.000 HBDWhat is Forever?
 I thought we were rock solid. That no problem can sway us even if it was the hardest challenge in life. I thought this was it, that you were the one for me and I was the one for you. It aches my heart to hear directly from your mouth that you are unsure of me anymore. That I'm no longer a part of the future you are planning for yourself. That I'm this disposable thing that you can just discard if you don't want me anymore. Whatever happened to our 4 years? It hurts me so much to think of you leaving me. I don't know if I can go on living if you would just give up on me like that. You were my world. You were my everything. You were there every single step I made when I was journeying to where I am now. I loved you so much that it's unbearable to think of you not wanting me in your life anymore. So this is how it feels to be at the receiving end of someone who has fallen out of love. I've been nonstop crying since last night. I want the tears to stop. I want the pain to stop. But everywhere I lay my eyes on, I see you. I remember you. I remember all the things we had together that it makes it hard to stop tearing up. How can you just give up on me like that? My heart aches. My eyes are swollen. This is just the beginning of me wasting my life away. What happened babe? 