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I have understand that it is very good for a person to live a private life, where he/she will have to focus on their family and do not divide his/her attention, because of the external factor caused by the public. 

Yet, I wish this was for me, to be frank, it is what I will want also, but the deal is, mine is the opposite, and I have accepted who I am, and not causing more confusion to myself. 


The deal is, this idea isn't a matter of today, I have practice this man I want for a longer time, and those practices are in me, and sometimes, they called my attention to begin the preparation, which i do not know when it will be the exact date to begin. 

But the truth is, growing up, I am learning different things, and as well, I am also seeing life from what I didn't used to, when I was a teenager, because, it is at that teenage age, mostly in our life, that our ability revealed and as well, we make the decision, that we will want to become this kind of person when we grow up to adult. 


But can I really change and stop becoming this person?, it depends, because most of the times, those teenage practices of that person i want to become might as well, come to me, speak and not letting me to change. 


Do not see it as a trouble I got myself into, but it can as well be that, if that practices i had was so much and I am not exercising it. This is why we hear some people say sometimes that, "gotten a knowledge without exercising becomes a crisis. 


I have a friend who said something like this to me also, i was quick to understand the angle he was coming from, so my advice was just as I sometimes tells myself, that he should keep doing what he is doing, saved up funds and expect the perfect time for him to follow the path of life he wants. 


The deal is, some lifestyle we want are not easy to get, "I do not have to say it's not easy to get, it is easy, but required much to attain the height. 


People are amazing in whichever path they see themselves to become, the truth about lifestyle is that, people are not the same, so we as well have different path to follow. 

But what I would not do or advise anybody to do is to push theirself too much, I have understand that, the best way to get whatever thing we want in life is with ease and time. It not forced or pressure. As a matter of fact, when someone wants to get a thing by force, we find them getting into the wrong end. 


perfect lifestyle for us is greatly made with easiness, I wish my path was to life a private lifestyle, I will have love to, but having the understanding that, it isn't my path, I love the path for me, and I am also grateful, because it doesn't matter if we are a public figure or we live a private lifestyle, what matter most is the ability for us to be ourselves, do good stuffs, love our family and friends, and never ever forget where we came from. 


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