Sometimes a person have to accept in life , that either you a success or a failure.
Depression is one of the worst sicknesses ever.

I am past that. 
As a person who is always smiling and making others happy, I simply cannot be that anymore. I am done and I am drained to the core. I am very very tired and very depressed.  Forcing myself to be okay and smiling, is becoming very difficult.

Nobody seems to see that. I have told people how I feel, but they just laughed and said I am silly. Maybe I am. 

I am tired. Very tired.

I am a coward to end things myself. But i am tired.

This letter is to myself , to understand myself better.

I am tired.