别人常说，当上了年纪之后，就会喜欢回忆以前。

我最近也爱回忆以前的日子，不知道是上年纪了，还是现在过得没有以前好。

现在的我，按照世俗的标准，拥有的已经算是非常多了，理应是过得不错，没什么好烦恼的才对。

但是现在的日子却过得总是满是忧虑。担心明天不知道做什么菜，担心下个月的信用卡账单还不起，担心明天会因为小事和老婆吵架，担心投资失败的损失，担心房贷还不起，担心无法好好的教育小孩。每天总有无尽的事情要担心。

高中的时候，每天考虑的就是这节该死的课怎么还没结束。一到放学就是无忧无虑的时刻。

大学的时候，过得自由自在，想买什么就买什么，想去哪里就哪里。那还真是一段毫无忧虑的时光，但是回头想想，那时候的无忧无虑，是因为父母在背后默默的为自己支撑了一切。

再之后工作了，这才发现这个社会的残酷。以前花的毫不心疼的毛爷爷原来每一张都来之不易，每一张都恨不得撕成十份来花。但是其中也有快乐，自己赚的钱，花起来特别的实在和有意义。

但是越是努力工作，得到的越多，反而开始忧虑起来了。要是停止了努力，房子会被银行收去吗？老婆孩子会离开自己吗？

对未来的担忧化成了忧虑，这忧虑普通恶魔一般，一边嘲笑着你一边玩弄着你。

这恶魔是自己招来的，自己的贪婪之心召来的恶魔。

回头仔细想想，为什么拥有的越多越是焦虑呢？是现在得到的太多了。担心失去得到的这一切，就产生了现在的忧虑。

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