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Today @lordbutterfly left a comment on a post where a Dtuber looked at their payouts now. I read the post and looked at the payout. I also looked at the payout of one of my posts i have pending. 

It has been a really busy summer for me so i havent had time to post consistently and i have been out of the loop a bit. But i was really interested to see what is going on (especially since LB likes to talk about it so much :) ).

The dtuber looked at the payouts and it seems that she is getting only 22% of the total payout amount. I also looked at the one post i have and it says im getting 34%. 
_Can it be that Steemworld is not correct? How can these numbers be so different?_

I already said that i would probably stop posting music videos consistently. It just wasnt worth the time and effort and what is written here it is correct, even if it is too dramatized. :)

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It just takes too much time to do videos consistently especially when it is music. The videos i created people mostly never watched here and i would get most views on facebook. I do not think even the Dtube curators that would upvote my content watched it at all. 
<b>My last video that i made that we put in a lot of money in, that was shot professionally, that had professionally done audio got exactly the same vote as any video i have ever made that took 1/100 of time and effort.</b> 
Dtube upvoted me consistently so i would assume they like what i do but i dont think anyone ever really watched what i make. Just voted because they expected it to be ok.  

So what is really the point of working hard on something if the result is always the same. 

1. No one really watches what you do
2. Now the rewards are much lower

So if i create another video that takes a lot of effort what is the point of it? I know what i will get in votes and it will do better then average and no one will really watch the content. 
<b>I cant find something else to do that takes much less effort that i can do to make it worth the time.</b>

I used to create "for Steem" and from now i will probably create for youtube and repost here. The video there always stays relevant and people are actually interested in what you do.  

Maybe it is the ability to earn money here that everyone is focused on that? And i dont want to spend my time engaging with people, even pretend that its good what they do just so they can pretend back at me so i get some attention. Is any of that real or is it just everyone trying to get attention by giving attention.
That means that my content really isnt important. I have creators i like and will say hi and great job but i dont want that to be the only thing that is important. And it seems that it is.

I like making Steem also, but when the prices are so low then the only thing that makes it worth it is people actually consuming that content and that is not happening here unless i write about Steem or HF.  

I know that i am not really relevant anymore here since im not that active and that is fine, but if i dont create consistently i will very likely stop being relevant all together and when you yourself as a person arent relevant, your content  is no longer relevant. 

I just wanted to share a few thoughts of mine and i will see you. Ill try and post what i make here, but the better content Youtube requires will take more time. 
I hope everyone has a nice day. :)