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I was so ill and was scared of my life! Yes I really was
Some night I will wakeup to watch my mum pray over and over but the needful has to be done

Our family friend who is a nurse came visiting and saw my ill state and suggest I visit the hospital! first she talked about was me being initiated into a cult in school but my Dad jumped in an defend it can't be!!! That he trust me 100%!! I smiled on my sick bed
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What could it be then? She said! with the symptoms I had she talked about going for HIV and AIDS test fiap my heart cut!! HIV isn't contacted only through sexual intercourse one might contact it through the use of razor blade clipper etc My Dad nodded ye I will prefer we go for it! 

I was taken to the hospital and they normal procedure was taken so we had to wait for the test result!!!!! 15mins later She came out with a sour look on her face! She looked pitiful and stressed** like her face spelt something different from what it was when we arrived the hospital
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Pumpom pumpom fiap siaaaaa my heart was beating skra skrok pruk tim my heart was cutting and my parent were present she said "everyone should be very careful about what they do" at this point I had to peep without knowing I still can't recall when the peep had it way out I can only recall I fell down and became unconscious!!!!! Let me die and leave! What is everyone should be careful Anuty? Take my soul away 
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Within the 3secs I thought about my mum just my mum alone! Ordinary plate that you refuse to wash she will recite from Genesis to revelation let alone HIV positive test result this one will be a combination of encyclopedia bible dictionary and the entire unical textbooks recitation and it will take place on daily basis
I thought about my friends and boyfriend and everything with the remaining 2secs No no no take my soul away immediately
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Can you believe I still woke up the next morning? I even go for lectures? What if it was positive? So I will still wakeup to see it? The first thing I requested was the test result and it was negative!!!! Sickness flew away that very moment
If it was Positive I will just tell my parent na witchcraft HIV lol

What will you do if you wakeup to see Positive?????