Please, give me intensity. I crave it. It centers me. I search in my day-to-day relationships, but it is so hard to find. It's in there. It's in all of us. However, so often we guardedly hold back and refuse to reveal our true desires. We have been conditioned to water ourselves down, not to be "too much", and risk not offending. 

We hide our true selves. 

Many of us have bought the bullshit that intensity, or strong masculinity, is wrong and it's not what "real" women want. Please don't dumb your desires down out of fear of offending me! Holding back is the only thing that can offend me! Be real. Choke me. Spank me. Grab me. Want me. Please...let me know how you want me. Not by flowers, chocolates, and soft (maybe she will let me do more if I do this right?) back rubs...but by revealing the depth of your own passion that nearly overwhelms you. 
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Maybe show a little restraint so as to not completely break me, but please do not deny me the sight of how much you want me in your eyes. .
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Many yoga classes only offer modified versions, so as to minimize risks. Many people only reveal modified versions of themselves, so as to not risk offending someone. So often we hold back the depth of our masculinity and  femininity... our darkness and our light! The result is a neutered version of our authentic selves. A pleasant-to-all, middle ground, smiling and nodding, holding our tongue, dissatisfied, mush brain being. 😐

I've been thinking about this for a while. I  wrote this "Intensity" post above about 3 months ago. It's not perfect, but I need to express it. I'm not really asking followers to pursue me more. Just finding my voice and getting my distain for the neutered middle ground off my chest and out of me. ✌🏽