Thank you for writing this. It is actually so nice to have something personally written to me. And, naturally, I don't really feel worthy of you taking the time to address me in such a way.

I did learn several years ago, on my own, that I had wrongfully attached my feelings of creative passion and inspiration onto people. I saw that my energies were flowing into the wrong directions. From that point, I viewed men and all people as flawed individuals and then I asked the quesiton, "How can my energies be best utilized for others as well as myself?"
I had a habit of giving things away, giving my time, and not properly taking care of my own needs. I have corrected that.

More than that, I am really touched that you spent time with my predicament, reflecting upon it. I think it's the nicest, most personal thing I have received in possibly 7 years. That is very generous of you. It's nice to know that people such as yourself still exist. It gives me a lot of hope. It's also scary to me, as I am not close to anyone and also, I am not accustomed to being treated in a friendship way, a deeper way. It's become a bit alien to me.
I am glad you can express yourself so well.

Thank you.

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