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Sigh.....
Am so down! Really had a long day today, very hot and stressful but having the opportunity to read @charm29 post [here](https://steemit.com/life/@charm29/the-innocence-we-lost-do-you-remember) really changed the story behind my day, the post made me experienced a great flashback, where I was able to create that same imagery again! (INNOCENCE) but who could bring that back?

I read through that particular post and I was dead for some hours but the same quote from -Passanger she used got me back to life!

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Reading this quote more than a thousand times, kept bringing back what I felt or think the relationship between the "good" and "bad" (belief); the "white" and "black" (Grey) and the "beginning" and the "end" (Dreams). But what could this world have been if only the clock's hands also moves backwards? What would have the corrections you crave to make if childhood was an option? Which would have been the day you wished to stay? And why can't I remain a kid forever?


For many reasons, I had forgotten more than 65% of my past but why? yet I just got to know I need to be a kid to make heaven! What if it wasn't possible to retrieve my childhood, what then happens to my heaven?

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Though as a child, heaven was certain but now as a man, heaven seems too difficult for humanity. If it wasn't for childhood, I wouldn't have a reason to make love (not to have sex but to love unconditionally) and if not for adulthood, I wouldn't have a reason to be a Steemian! But, because the movement noticed on the wall clock interprets different pages to the adult mind and a different page to the innocent mind.

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For as a child, I wished the whole 24hrs was with the sun but as a man I prefer the whole day with the moon. But is the sun not brighter than the moon? Is the evil act not done at night? It seems very flexible when I knew mathematics to be the use of multiplication, addition, subtraction and division but it looks more complicated when I first encountered the word "equation".
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What would have been hardship when no one experienced ageing? What would have been death when no one knows grave? I forever crave for adulthood when I was a kid but I never wanted to die when Man had come visiting. I took interest in " eternity" from the very first day my tongue could taste "sweet" but the "bitter" came when I just had to let's go of the "sweet" and now it's "bittersweet", I can't afford to spit it out neither do I find it so easy to swallow it. It's just so complicated!

But I still wish it could be, I still wish I could play around with my underware down the street; I still wish I could build my dream house with the clay sand on my father's farm; I still wish I could belief dead is not inevitable; I still wish I could eat again without thinking of where the food comes from but what could bring these wishes to pass? Don't even think God could watch it happen again but I tell you, I prefer CHILDHOOD forever!


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