Chapter 16: A Fragile Return
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0.000 HBDChapter 16: A Fragile Return
The new term, the second year of Arthur’s nightmarish island sojourn, arrived with the noisy, unwelcome, and almost aggressive intrusion of the returning ferries. They disgorged their reluctant cargo of students onto the familiar, weathered pier – a chaotic, uneasy mix of fresh, unsuspecting new faces, their expressions ranging from nervous apprehension to a misplaced, naive excitement, and the more hardened, deeply wary, haunted-eyed returnees from the previous, blood-soaked, traumatic year. The island, which had been Arthur’s silent, mournful, and strangely, almost peacefully, isolated kingdom for many long weeks, was suddenly, jarringly, violently alive again with the cacophony of shrill youthful chatter, the thud of hastily unloaded, battered luggage, and the forced, brittle, almost desperate cheerfulness of the few remaining, equally traumatized teaching staff. Arthur had somehow survived the long, profoundly solitary inter-term break through a combination of meticulous, desperate scavenging from the surprisingly well-stocked (if obscurely located and heavily fortified) emergency food larders he’d discovered deep in the school’s damp, echoing basement, and a grim, almost monastic, unwavering determination. His solitude had been absolute, his only constant, silent companion the still, unnervingly unchanged form of Michiru Inukai in her sealed, undisturbed dormitory room. He’d kept the room cool, the heavy blackout blinds permanently drawn against the harsh, unforgiving summer sun. The official story of her "tragic, contagious illness" and subsequent "peaceful passing" meant her room remained a sealed-off, almost taboo memorial, a place none of the superstitious or frightened staff dared enter. But Arthur knew – or rather, desperately, fiercely _hoped_ for – something more. Her body, even after all these weeks, was inexplicably, almost unnaturally, **warm** to the touch – a faint, persistent, life-like warmth that defied all rational explanation for someone supposedly deceased. This, for Arthur, was a stunning, almost terrifying confirmation that Michiru wasn't truly, irrevocably dead; that her extraordinary healing Talent could well be working in some profound, unseen way, fighting a slow, silent, almost impossible battle against the finality of death. He hadn't breathed a word of this astonishing, terrifying possibility to a living soul. The reasons were manifold, each one a cold knot of fear in his gut. Firstly, any hint that he believed Michiru might return from the dead would invite immediate, intense, and deeply unwelcome scrutiny of his own "Talent." How could he possibly know such a thing? What "glimpse" could have shown him that? His fabricated abilities were already a precarious balancing act; any further probing could bring the whole charade crashing down around him. Secondly, and far more chillingly, was the thought of The Committee. If, by some infinitesimally small chance, news of Michiru's anomalous state, of his secret vigil and his bizarre hope, were to leak out, to somehow find its way back to Tsuruoka’s ears… they would undoubtedly descend upon her. They believed in the potential of powerful Talents to regenerate, he recalled that much with a shudder – it was probably the only vaguely true or insightful thing they’d ever inadvertently let slip about the true nature of these strange abilities amidst their mountain of lies. But their interest would be purely exploitative, monstrous. And if they discovered someone actively _tending_ to such a phenomenon, actively _hoping_ for it, they might see it as something more than just grief – they might interpret it as… defiance. Specks of resistance to their grand, evil designs. And if word of _that_ got back to Nana, likely twisted by Tsuruoka to paint Arthur as an even greater, more unpredictable threat… That was a scenario Arthur certainly didn't want, a prospect that filled him with a unique and specific dread: going up against the full weight and force of the Japanese government, with all its shadowy resources, as well as a potentially re-conditioned, lethally focused Nana Hiiragi. The thought was unbearable. So, he kept his vigil, his astonishing secret, locked tight within his own breast, the faint, persistent warmth of Michiru's hand beneath his own questing fingers his only, fragile confirmation. It transformed his lonely watch from one of hopeless grief into one of almost unbearable, anxious expectation. The terrifying unknown, of course, was the timescale. If such regeneration were even possible, how long would it take? Days? Weeks? Months? Or, God forbid, years? He didn’t know. Nobody did. But he had vowed to watch over her, to protect her, for as long as it took. He would not let her become an experiment. And he would not, he swore, allow her, if she did somehow return and was left alone, terrified, and uncontrolled, to eventually transform into one of those monstrous “Enemies of Humanity” that Tsuruoka cultivated, a fate he dimly understood from his anime memories to be a horrifying potential endpoint for unchecked or traumatized Talents. When the other students returned, flooding the familiar corridors and common rooms with their unwelcome, boisterous vitality, Arthur Ainsworth was a visibly, profoundly changed individual. He was thinner, almost gaunt, his ill-fitting school uniform hanging loosely on his still-teenage frame. His eyes, sunk deeper into their sockets and shadowed with a perpetual weariness, held a haunted, faraway, almost unnervingly intense look. His interactions, always stilted due to his lack of a phone and his painfully rudimentary Japanese, were now even more clipped, his pronouncements, when he was forced to make them, often bleak, cynical, and unsettlingly prescient. He had become a pariah, an outcast, a figure of fear and morbid curiosity amongst his peers – the “creepy Tanaka-kun.” This strange, unending May, which had bled into a sweltering, oppressive summer on the island, felt so utterly disconnected from any concept of season or normalcy he had ever known; it was just an endless, timeless expanse of dread. Nana Hiiragi was among the returnees. Her own transformation, Arthur noted, was less overtly physical but no less profound. The almost manic, candy-coated cheerfulness that had once been her primary, impenetrable camouflage was noticeably, significantly muted, replaced by a more sombre, introspective, and almost melancholic air. When her violet eyes, shadowed with a weariness that seemed too profound for her young face, inevitably met Arthur’s across the crowded, reawakened canteen on that first chaotic day back, he saw a complex, unreadable flicker of emotions – surprise at his continued, stubborn presence, perhaps a lingering trace of the raw guilt and profound confusion from their last terrible encounter, and a renewed, deeply wary, almost fearful assessment. The air between them, whenever their paths crossed, was thick with unspoken things. Arthur knew he needed an ally, or at least, someone who wouldn’t immediately dismiss his dire warnings as madness. His thoughts, inevitably, reluctantly, turned to Kyouya Onodera. Kyouya was a consummate observer, a cold, logical, and entirely dispassionate analyst. He was, Arthur suspected, perhaps the only person on this godforsaken island who might, just might, possess the intellect and the detachment to believe even a fraction of the unbelievable truth, or at least to find his warnings pragmatically useful. He found Kyouya in his usual self-imposed sanctuary in the furthest, quietest, most dust-laden corner of the school library. “Onodera,” Arthur began, his Japanese hesitant but firm. “We need to talk. Urgently. About what is coming.” Kyouya slowly closed his ancient book. He regarded Arthur with that unnerving, unblinking stare. “Tanaka. You look… remarkably unwell. Even more so than before the break.” “This island… it has that effect,” Arthur managed. He sat. “Listen to me. The Committee… they will create food shortages. Severe ones. To make us fight. Civil war.” Kyouya raised a skeptical eyebrow. “Your ‘glimpses’ tell you this?” “Among other things,” Arthur confirmed, his expression grim. “And Nana Hiiragi… she uses blackmail, manipulation. She is a tool, yes, but a thinking one.” He paused, a bitter irony in his voice. “I’m supposed to see the future. But I’m trapped in this bloody, repeating past, watching it all happen.” Kyouya listened with an unnerving, focused stillness. He had witnessed too many of Arthur’s strange, unsettlingly accurate “predictions” come to pass. “Deliberate food shortages,” Kyouya mused aloud after a long silence. “That would create precisely the chaos you describe. And Hiiragi… I have had my own suspicions.” He looked directly at Arthur. “What do you propose, Tanaka? Given your… unique perspective?” “Propose?” Arthur echoed, a harsh laugh escaping him. “I propose we try not to starve. We watch our backs.” He then hesitated, the weight of his incredible secret about Michiru immense. He couldn’t reveal the full truth, not yet, not even to Kyouya. It was too dangerous, for Michiru, for himself. But he had to say _something_. “And… I am keeping Michiru Inukai… safe… in her room. She deserves that. The Committee… they would not understand her… her condition.” He chose his words carefully, hinting at something beyond mere death, hoping Kyouya’s sharp mind might grasp the unspoken. “She is still… warm.” Kyouya’s expression didn’t change, but Arthur saw a flicker of something new in his eyes – not disbelief, but a profound, analytical curiosity. “Inukai Michiru sacrificed herself,” Kyouya stated, his voice flat. “A most… perplexing event. Her current… anomalous condition… is noted, Tanaka.” He paused. “If what you say about the Committee’s intentions is true, then this year will be… significantly more trying.” It wasn’t an alliance. Not yet. But Kyouya Onodera was listening. And Arthur, though still burdened by the full weight of his secret hope for Michiru, felt a fraction less alone in the encroaching darkness. **Blaze0** notes