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Since you were young, you saw the mistreatment of your own father towards your mother. You saw how he did not miss an opportunity to harass and humiliate her in front of anyone and everywhere. You saw your father trample on your own mother's pride, indirectly disrespecting you, who are his children.

Of the five children it was expected that at least one copied that disturbing pattern of life. In your youth you met my mother and after a few years of dating, they got married. They had 2 children and when the oldest was 3 years old, you got divorced. At four months my mother discovers the reason: another woman existed in your life for a long time.

With that new woman you married and started a family again. A daughter resulted from that fruit. The same pattern also repeated with that new wife: mistreatment and infidelity. In five years you had already been divorced again. Girlfriends came and went in your life, until you got back together again, this time with a distant cousin, who gave you another daughter.

At the time, the pattern was repeated and you were left alone again, wandering in the world, dragging the consequences of your selfishness and bad life.


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All your children were victims (some more, some less) and received from you the same contempt and selfishness that all your life you professed. You still don't explain why people can't live with you, the problem has to be theirs. They are wrong, not me, you repeat yourself in your head every day.

Today you find yourself living alone in the house of your first daughter, who left her in your care because she went to live abroad. For some time now, you have dedicated yourself to sending them text messages asking for their forgiveness and seeking to have contact with your grandchildren that you hardly know.

 

**You still don't understand why in the last years of your life, you are alone.**

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