I posted a blog earlier, about two hours ago, and it disappeared into the Nil Space or the void of the Internet. I'm sure you have all experienced this phenomenon at some point in your lives, but I'm not used to it. 
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When I sit down and write, there is a creative side of me that can only be captured once. So, you can see how this affected me on some primal level. I'm old though and with that comes a modicum of restraint. My confusion and anger, my initial reactions, take a back seat now to deep thought and understanding. Such as, I didn't throw a tantrum or break anything, haven't done that in decades really. 

I just say to myself "Huh. Well, pookins! (Pookins was a word my dad used to say when things didn't go according to plan, it can also mean crap or dang it.) I guess that's gone forever. Floating in the nebulous vacuum of Nil Space for eternity until it finally lands on someone's phone at the exact moment they need a laugh or a moment to rethink doing something they would've ultimately regretted." 

I do that. I see things work that way. There's always a reason something doesn't go according to plan, but we won't know what it is until long after the occurrence. That is if we take the time to look back and ponder the outcome of what went wrong and what really happened instead. I think that is how God works, mysteriously!

Either that or there is such a thing as Nil Space, Z-space, C-space or whatever it is people popularly call it. That these weird portals open up and swallow our things whether it's physical items like keys, or electrical items like a posted file/blog/story, or simply a thought we just had and wanted to convey but it "slipped our mind".

I say weird, because sometimes these items come back to us either in the exact place we looked before or someplace like a laundry basket, buried deep within the clothes pile. A computer file floating out there joins with many others and one day it'll pop up on someone's computer or phone and either ruin their day or make it amazing!

If you have a theory on this, I'd love to hear your take.
As always, thank you for reading along.

Much love, light and respect to you and yours,
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