I’m gonna live like tomorrow doesn’t exist

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I’m gonna live like tomorrow doesn’t exist
In many stories and novels we find that people complain of the past and feel very sad because their previous life and for the pain or sadness or bad experience that happened to them in the past...
and the impact of that incident is still in their memories and the wounds of the past remain in their hearts.... 
For me, that doesn't mean you have to live a sad life or not to feel happy because of your past life... what you care about now is this moment, which will determine how your future will be... 

**We cannot change the past, but we can change the future and make the future more beautiful and happier...**

I think most people can have a beautiful future if they try to rely on this idea...  Except I'm.... Because I don't have any  chance for making my future beautiful or happy... 

At best, my son will be in a wheelchair or blind, or he may have no future, because he will die.. 

After making a lot of medical analysis it turns out that my son suffers from a hereditary disease and there is no cure for this disease...  My son has a problem in metalacendry that secrete a lot of proteins and these proteins are deposited in the brain and every time it stop part of his body... 
Now his body stopped moving and then his eyes stopped... And maybe his heart will stop... 

Doctors did not specify the name of the disease, but they are certain that this is hereditary and cannot be cured... 


My whole life has become dependent on the results of the medical analysis and I cannot change anything in the future of my son...
 I am devastated..
 I have a little power that I try to show my wife in order to make her more powerful.... 
I don't want my wife to feel like I'm hopeless... 
I always try to make her feel hopeful and try to make her think that the future will be nicer though I'm sure it won't be....

I don't want the future to come..... 
**I gonna live like tomorrow doesn't exist**

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