I feel remorse about my earlier flagging decision. This was a confusing topic in my mind for the last hours. I read several comments on [my post about raising the red flag](https://steemit.com/steemit/@yoganarchista/it-is-time-for-the-red-flag-do-not-comment-bullshit-on-this-post-or-you-will-get-flagged) and I realized what step I was actually doing by flagging someone. I am distrust in the person I can not know anything about, I distrust the unknown. The one thing I can only give my trust to for I have no other option.

Another thought: Even a person who creates a bot to comment on people has gone so far to do this step. I do not know how such a step is done. There has been some effort in this behaviour. It is possible that this option that is very desperate in the end is the only option someone has. Maybe someone uses the thing just to enrich him/herself? I can never know. Should I judge another? I am thinking about my first time on steemit too. I was doing shitty comments all the time... Man, this is hard to admit but I was just thinking thats how its done. I went to steemit meetups and understood more of what steemit might offer the people but also I noticed how important it is for steemit to stay attractive to the users because only through the users the plattform can have a value that is represented in the coins. That is why I want to see quality posts out there getting good votes. Because I was in a very unfaithful time in my life when I felt like there was nothing more for me to express when I discovered steemit. I had money problems and I did not know what to do at all. I wanted to write, but for a newspaper or well, I guess I had not so many ideas how to motivate myself to write something for something. This community started supporting me because I wwrote quality blogs. Now I wonder what if someone joined steemit because he heard there is money in this and they are just so deep in their problems, they can not express something of themself. They just need to live... Are they not precious too?

I think eventhough I will not power down I will not make a judgment decicion to the negative anymore. I have been called rich girl in the comments too and this somehow confused me. People like me and other content producers have helped to make this community grow and that is how new users get to know this platform to critizise that on the way we earned steem, by doing what they want to do. I am happy this community gave me such support and I get money for writing and creating art and I know that I was lucky because I got to know about this so early. I was annoyed with shit comments and content and I am happy that this community is producing so much great content - we can not be destroyed by some random bullshit posters. And even if they cash out a bit... The good content gets better votes...

Maybe this is enough for now. I am not feeling to bad about myself in the end I will unflag the people. I happened to have a change in my image of how I wanted to be with other people. What do you think... Is this a disapointment for the new users of steemit who are doing their best to write great content and are not appreciated? In my last post many users supported my opinion to flag bullshit comments. I wonder how the comments are this time? Will you change your mind? Is this what I wanted to do with this article? Are you just mirroring my opinion to be sympathatic? Can a brain that thinks of such confusions be trusted? I hope you are all well and you are not stinky with me about this rasant change in mind. 

**This was a lot of plain text. I did not even put a picture... I wonder if someone reads it?... wonder if anyone ever reads it...**