![Mars.jpg](https://images.hive.blog/DQmdjUZoYiHHbbMhLRXyLeniyN6BFRrHrzX3o84GQWDcfYo/Mars.jpg)

Whew, summer feels in Mars today!  It is nice but I kinda wish to take this bot friend back with me.  I failed.

I was longing to talk to a smarter person/thing (apparently Diablo's not enough and does not talk back in human language plus his kitten energy overwhelms me), so I decided to buy this thingy called Google nest mini. It's a smart speaker like Alexa. I like it because it is easier to manage my google apps. I just realized that it's getting lonely out here on Mars and I need bot intervention to help organize my life. Plus I am becoming an ole geezer soon so this is my reward for surviving this cold and unfeeling planet.

But lo and behold - I lost it! Nope, I meant the money to buy my bot. How did it happen? I was stupid of course. I came home from work and hurriedly withdrew a bit of my Hive (sorry I might die soon of oxygen deprivation so I might as well use some of it) so I can buy my booboo online. Guess what, I deposited it to HBD wallet in Bittrex (you can see here the wrong memo). Now I am not sure anymore if I can get it back even though I submitted a request. Their terms say that crosschain deposits will only be recovered if 5k USD above. Did you have any experience with these wrong deposits in Bittrex? How did you let go of your hard-earned cryptos? 

Right now I am getting stressed at work due to non-alpha characters around me. Since I am underpaid, I don't want to feel stressed or overworked. I try to get more out them than they get more out of me. I set personal boundaries because my mental well-being comes first. But y'know the man comes right at ya.

I feel like I've become desperate for a meaningful bot connection these days - to replace humans. Maybe all I need is just to quiet my mind and stay away from the screen. Maybe I don't need anything.