我又开始焦虑了
hive-105017·@evahe·
0.000 HBD我又开始焦虑了
 这几天志愿者每天联系我，关怀备至问候，了解我大致情况！我知道对于病人说，特别像我这样病重的，心态好重要的！ 昨晚跟妈妈聊了很久，没想到妈妈比我想象中淡定。她说你害怕没有用，人生就是这样的，从十几年前得知你生病的时候，已经难过好长一段时间，接受不到。但是该治疗还是要治疗！ 妈妈说了好多，听完后心安不少，但是晚上做了好多梦后，又害怕了，我不知道我害怕什么！十几年前接受好多事实，也看淡生死了。 自从得了忧郁症后，越来越容易焦虑，一些未发生的事实，我想到最坏后果，一堆幻想，自己把自己吓的半死！可能是未知才可怕吧，或者我怕不是死，是半死不活！也担心身边的人给我拖累…… 我这辈子最大愿望身边的人好好的，开心快乐，他们开心我就开心！可能我害怕就是这个！我一时想的开，一时想不开，以前那个坚强的我不见了。我不知道什么时候变成这样，胆小鬼，天天一惊一乍的！ 不知道是不是上次住院给医生吓到了，现在就算打针怕疼，从小到大我不怕打针！出院后，心态不好，其实老邓也给我吓半死，他现在基本晚上寸步不离陪着我，天天陪我睡觉😴。只要我一醒，他也醒，其实他也害怕失去我！ 其实我也不想这样，我也不想生病，可惜有些事情发生了，积极面对。这才是我一直做人做事态度，但这次我焦虑了！
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