My self introductory in Hive

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My self introductory in Hive
Would you believe me if i told you I'm not a people person?

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My guess is that for most of you, that answer  is probably "no!". But as far as introversion goes, you can't get much more extreme than me. I hate parties. I'm hardly expressive. I'm notably quiet, and all around... about as antisocial as is humanly possible ;)

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"Why" you might ask?

Am I shy? Afraid? Concerned about what others might think of me?

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Not at all.

I simply always spent more time out of this world than in.

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People have called me "different" all my life. I don't think like most. I know I don't. I'm weird, maybe crazy, even mysterious. And I've been loved, hated, ignored, embrace, and side-eyed all at the same time because of it. I don't even understand me. I think there are a lot of boys and girls out there who can relate to that. We're accustomed to feeling rejected, unworthy, jealous, misunderstood, broken... but we can't help it.

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No matter how many losses, how many failures, how many shed tears into that pillow, we can't help it.

Can't help but dream. 

This dreamer named Jolina :) who thought that she is an Alpha woman.
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