Sometimes asked me a question whether I stopped posting on Hive because I've given up on price and all that. Apparently, I could reply because they asked me a few days ago, and I was bedridden as at then and seriously fighting for my life. 

Price actions do not deter me from being active here, I've seen the worst and the lowest stages of this Blockchain and it's not even anything compared to price. 

Somehow, this is the longest absence I've ever had on Hive since I started seven years ago. I get sick often, but I've never been so sick in a long time, as I've been sick in the last two weeks. Do I get angry, I do, sometimes, but I'm I grateful?

 I am, considering that I've had doctors report, other forms of report that meant to suggest that I should have left long gone and forgotten by now.. 

I still won't be able to be active on Hive at least for the time being, my body is broken in many pieces and recovery has been really difficult, perhaps it might take me a month, perhaps even more,but unfortunately this is the new reality. 

I have made adjustments to my auto vote lists, removed a few redundant usernames and adjusted some others. My engagements are obviously going to be lesser for a few weeks, pending on when I can recover fully, but I'll definitely do manual curations to make sure I get something for my Voting power. 

As for work, I can't even do my laundry at the moment, because I'm still not strong enough to do all that, I try to do little daily activities to strengthen muscles.

 I cannot do walks, but I'm still very anemic, and 20 seconds into any form of physical activity, I'm already gassed out and feeling massive dizziness. I still can't feed well, and I can't drink water without feeling I've been consuming gasoline with a terrible after taste in my mouth, on the upside,I managed the do my laundry today and finished without passing out. 

The TLDR is that this is a hard and challenging recovery, from waking up perfectly healthy one Saturday morning,to being terribly sick and almost losing it. 

I haven't stopped posting on Hive because I stopped believing,I have gone through a life threatening medical emergency and unfortunately it seems it will take a longer time for me to recover.